Friday 27 December 2013

Why I Love To Travel

I love to travel because ..............

I love to see the outside world. 
I love to be lost in the thought how the world works.

I love to travel because .............

I love how at the end of my questions of life and my amazement with human being, at the end of the day, all of us is the same. 
All of us need the same things. 
All of us smile, laugh and cry under the same moon and sun.

I love to travel because......
I get to meet the new people who never judge me before. The kind of people who was intrigue by your existence without looking at your mistakes.

I love to travel because...... its just it is..

I love that sometimes I get lost in the journey eventhough I had plan everything before hand.
I love that sometimes I have to find my own way home and there,I will meet a great helpful human being. At the end of the day, I will put a faith in my heart that I will definitely find my way home. 

And that is how life is all about. 

You travel to understand the way to go back.
You travel to understand the faces of people at home.
You travel to understand that in life, how hard it makes you, at the end of the day, with much courage and belief, you will find your way home of love, happiness and the reason that you want to be allowed to live your life.

And that is why I love to travel <3

#Canada....my biggest,amazing 8 months travel experience ever !!! ^_^..so amazing it change my whole life around :)

Thursday 28 November 2013

My Spring 2014 Seoul Itinerary

Date :23/10/13 till 27/10/13

Copy & Paste from my DeCahaya Travel Page  **proud**

Day 1 ~Arrived @Uljiro Coop Residence (Dongdaemun) 6pm
~Ikan bakar&shopping around Dongdaemun

Day 2~ Breakfast@A Twosome Coffee by So Ji Sub
~Belle & McKiss for JYJ Kim Junsu & Park Yuchun
~ Shopping at Gangnam Underground Bus Terminal
~ Lunch~ Turkey restaurant 
~ Samsung D'Lite 
~ Banpo Bridge

Day 3 ~Gwanjang Market for korean silk
~ Walk around Samcheong -Dong
~ Lunch at Paris Baguette cafe 
~ Gyeongbokgung Palace (outside, changing guard ceremony)
~ Transfer to Twin Rabbit Hostel@Hongdae

Day 4 ~Shopping day@Myeongdong, Namdaemun
~ Lunch Vegetarian Korean food at Sinchon
~Evening-trekking to Hanuel Park sampai patah kaki ^^

Day 5@5am to Incheon airport to Malaysia

***scene melompat di Samcheongdong yang failed!!! LOL ^_^



Saturday 14 September 2013

To Myself (Value of Life)

Entry of my diary dated 23/08/13..

Dear Munirah,
Your value is not depending of how much they pay you every month,
Your value is not by comparing what other people have or how much they get paid.

Your value is

What is inside of you,

Your value is your strength,

Your value is to tell the world that it is ok to get up again to fight,

Your value is to keep smiling eventhough you are afraid, even when you are sad, or even when you dont feel like doing anything...

Your value is to keep moving forward after falling so many times...

And your greatest value is to keep fighting & nevet give up..Because in the end, you are the highest value of people in this world, YOU ARE THE BEST!!!

Love,
Me myself and I ^_^

Tuesday 3 September 2013

Death

Death..
One day we will meet..
Last Sunday,It was a shock and sad news..we are not close but we acknowledged each other. Everyday the greeting was just a head gesture & small nod..that was only it.Yet, when the news come..I feel the sadness.

I wonder about our last encounter.Will it be different it I say more words? Will it be different if I smile a little more often?
Those thought, those questions linger in me when I sat there in the corner of the mosque overlooking at the non moving body.

What if that is me? I ask myself..
What if I need to leave tomorrow?
Will I have a regret?
What that I'm most afraid at..I realised is not just that I leave this world unprepared,  but I'm afraid of all the things that I want to do, and I want to say,that is left undone.

When I look at him, to be gone in such a young age, I realised that all feelings that I'm afraid of,is just a dust. If tomorrow I'm going to leave..at least I want people to say that she lives happily and wholeheartedly. ..by all means if it is the way, may Allah show the light & may Allah also bring the true guidance for me till Jannah, insyaallah..

Thursday 22 August 2013

Over The Cloud

I feel like there is a cloud on my head.
Hovering circling ...
And there...
I know what it is in my heart, the reasons of something that makes me feel scared of tomorrow.
Afraid of doing anything, afraid of the results that it can be.

30 years old.married before dating. Having children and to be 40.
Old.Die.Young.

Sometimes I wonder if there is anyone like me.
Ok.maybe not.
Are you even real? 
Girls who at 30 and never date anyone are from Pluto really.
Sigh.

Ok.So I want to change.
I am a change person.So what?
Everyone else is married.
See the thing is only fish and cat are not married yet.
DANG.

Lol..pffttttt... Then are those people who are not like me really happy??
Those that is Married before 30.Have kids.Have someone to have anniversary with. Those people.Are you happy?
They say be thankful.

I do.
That is why you read this.
That is why I write this.
Because if I'm not thankful, I will not feel anything.
Because I'm human being I want something more.
Because as I try hard in life, sometimes I cry and see the moon and skies above and ask why?
I want a rainbow.I want sunshine.. But the cloud is so dark, I need a thunder and a little bit of rain!!

#101cloudrant end.

Monday 15 July 2013

Dreams Do Come True

If you dream enough
If you are brave enough
If you are persistent enough
To take all the action
To trust your heart

Dreams do come true.....

Have you ever told strangers about your dream? Have you ever think about what if you have everything in life to make your dreams come true? ?

I was not in the position to understand the feeling until I did the exercise on Les Brown seminar last week. So much I feel that it is easy to open your heart to tell the world your stories...

The most amazing thing is you will find that there are somebody out there who actually have the same dream with you...

Life I guess is to take action...as much as others didn't believe that what Im going to do..I have the doubt too. I told myself its now or never...I need to stop the 'What if' thinking could have been..I decide to let the words out.

And I'm glad I did ♥

Im proud that I was brave..and most importantly...I feel different. ......
Those who never had known me said they were inspired ...that I moved their heart..that I was precious. ..something somehow as much I told myself that I was important in this world to have others to said it was amazing super kind of weird feeling....and I, Munirah Mohd Khadri is super happy

Xoxo

Thursday 4 July 2013

My question book of life ^^



My answer;

Life is doing something with purpose;
Happiness is doing something you love;
Love is unconditioned;
Trust is believing;
Matter is deep in our heart;
Kind is helpful;
Courage is believing your destiny ♡♡

Friday 28 June 2013

My story

Its kinda the theme of the week..what is your story. .what is the story you want to share to the world..

Hearing the speaker talk about it in front of the stage. I wish to speak up, but then I don't.
I guess I will have to share the story in my heart firstly here. 

A story about the girl who is different from the others. While the doctor said it's one in a million, she didn't believe it. It's a mistake she tell herself..something should have been done years ago. A answer she try to find soon was a question of her self belief.

If we could have more money we could treat it..They say you will be okay. Nothing will changed.

For all the above reasons they want her to believe,  the more she found its hard to accept all the consequences of life. 

No one tells her to be strong..
No one tells her its the reason of the disabilities that will make her special..

In everyday of life, the insult, the laugh..and the mirror was her world.

The promise she made was' I will never take a picture as I hate how people will laugh at me, I made the pictures looks weird'

' I can't see people in their eyes,  it hurts when they asked back why I was different'

'I can't get married because I hate people looking at my eyes and taking a picture of myself'

Living everyday with the kind of thoughts..not in a second she wish god will take her away..

In the moment of truth, she wonder the reason she's still here. What is the purpose of my life?? she asked everyday..Do I need to do something??

 It was hard with tears and self talk as a her companion. .sometimes the tears falls like the raindrops without a warning....

LifE they say is a mystery. .the age was the savior..While looking back, at the times of life., she notice how she is different from the others. How she had achieved more than what the other normal people had done. It was not the best but it was more for people to envy.It could be better. 

And so the story begins...at the second part of life. This is the starting point of her story. To live with full of hope, happiness and courage. To make mistakes.To learn to let it go. To be true to herself. To look forward for the dreams. To just sit and smile and be happy. 

A promise if ever god finally want to take her away, she want to be happy at that moment of time.Leave a great life to be remembered.  

And that is the story of her and the story of me..

Xoxo
Munirah Khadri
Loving life ♥♥
Pic from Pinterest~Beach Living & Waves








Sunday 23 June 2013

June

June was weird. .

For something I didn't know how to make it happen, it turns out to be such an achievement. .

But that's in the area which I have known how to do it,
How to reach, run and hold it..

And now, here in the last day of June, I wonder about the things that I want it to be..things that I want to feel..things that I want to experience. .

How can I make it really true in this reality?

 In that sense of the real positive thinking, I told myself that I can, I must and I will..
Will LOVE be here by the same way??  Can I really be the person I want to be??? Love, greatness,  Happiness...please be here..please come here..please let it stay in my heart ♥



Monday 20 May 2013

Night Routine

Yesterday's post was a little bit in my serious mode kind of thing..
So let just be a little bit random today :)
Now let me present to you the oh so convenient thing being a woman.^_^
Tadaaa..
From left, is hair tonic from101 HairCare, Feet Lotion from The Face Shop, Tony Moly Snail Cream and lastly Vaseline Moisturiser. .
Yeah, itulah barang2 yang ku pakai setiap malam..cantikkah?? Haha..konon je mak enon saya nih :)
All the products I put on every night..

Well, I especially love the Lotion for the feet. I have super dry skin and I've been using a lot of lotion & cream in the market to make it better...And after using it for a few months, it does shows improvement...or actually it comes with the foot scrub &  the foot mist ..so I guess with using all three, it helps to maintain the overall moisture of your feet.
And yes, the snail cream.Some said it just marketing ploy with the name and the benefits,  but I really like it, more than my previous night moisturiser.And even my beautician/ facial therapist told me that my face was not as dry as before..less wrinkle she said :)..
So what else did I put?? 
Well other than facial wash, make up remover is a must.Currently I'm using Hollika Hollika Kiwi cleanser and Bobbi Brown..Masker every Saturday from The Face Shop too...

If for some reason, you feel like there is many Korean products,  it's kinda true,

I'm half kpop and travel guilty buyer :). I already have in my mind what I'm going to buy for my next Seoul trip pfttttt :p

So senang tak jadi perempuan??.haha..no seriously, saya tak lah secantik mana, dan memakai brg ini tidak la menjadikan saya selebriti, tapi saya suka memakainya kerana ia memberikan saya lebih keyakinan...ehemmm guna bahasa melayu penuh ni..

I guess, its best to summarize that a good beauty product will give you more confidence in your everyday life. That's how I feel about them now
So happy shopping, happy using, happy trying all of those I listed, hope it will helps you like it has help me :)


Sunday 19 May 2013

30 things I want to do before I turn 30

So there was this list that I wrote probably on Dec 2012 /Jan, 2013...

Untuk mengingatkan saya bahawa saya akan menghampiri usia itu, Lol

And to remind myself that its celebration of all things that I want to accomplish on this year..

So here is the list originally..
1) Travel to Canada
2) Travel to Mekah
3) Do bungee jumping in Australia
4) Visit Hobbit in New Zealand
5) Talk in front of 1000 people
6) Ride hot air ballon
7) Go to Korea to meet JYJ
8) Volkswagen GTI
9) Money -Earn, Save , Invest, {$15k after tax, $500k in ASB, 2 properties)
10) Burberry bag
11) Take potrait picture with family and friends
12)...
13)....
14)....
..
...
...
30)


Yes, that is all in the list...
I did not finish it until now, and its already May 2013..
With the coming of June, I only have another 6 months to look back, to think, and to ask my heart with all those questions again...

Also in my diary, I wrote~To walk through life or to walk with life;  going back or to starts a new beginning ...

What actually did I achieve in this 5 month? ???

1) Travel to Seoul
●●The initial plan was really to go Mekah, tapi apakan daya, with all the new visa rule, terpaksa tarik diri..hv to let it pass for now..so the funny thing abt my seoul trip, it just so randomly that a good friend is going and I was there with cash..my thinking was  since I already plan to travel,  what the heck, just use it and travel anyway..And I'm glad I did it.
•• Never been to Seoul before, but I was just so excited that I did the research to the places that I wanted to go, how to go there, how much is the cost etc etc..Yeah...it was the trip whereby the Travel Planner inside of me was born :)
2) Paragliding
3) See myself on tv for 2 seconds :), I miss You korean drama commercial
4) House.Puchong.1000sq feet. (In process)
5) Job.Assistant Manager.Wage Increase.[well like others, my 1st thought, where did that come from?? :) ]
6) ASB~nope..I dont think it will grow as much I dream it to be,  but I'm going to make it RMxxxk. If god willing :)
7) Decahaya Travel
8) The Smile Within.Accidentally Perfect.♥♥♥

Yup,so that was it..Just 8. A small one..not even half of 30!!....

But after so much thought and self talk, I don't think it was a bad number...

See, when you decide for a goal, dream or target, you need to take action.And when you see the results, something inside have change to make it happen..

For me , there was a little bit of sadness when I know some of the thing might never happen, but I'm happy at least 1% of me were nearer to that dream than before..the best part of all this, was when random people told me that I look different or I look happier :), or with question,  What happen to you??..it was a defining moment for me to realised that I, Munirah Mohd Khadri are better than the person I used to be..

I might not the perfect person I want to be.
I might not be the richest girl yet.
I might be imperfect to be blind in one eye..but I will never make myself down again. I was braver, have more confident to talk and to see others with eye to eye..

With a promise I had made for myself to search the happiness around me and to appreciate life...So let us together dream of our dream..let us play with our imaginations :) , For this coming months,I actually have written what I want to do!! hoping to write it down here soon!! And I hope I will get some inspiration from the above and from people around me too...

Be safe and keep smiling :)




Tuesday 14 May 2013

How That Could Be

I wonder if I should start commenting about 5th of May ..but i guess now, I was more surprised with the aftermath than the election day itself..

It was my 1st time going to vote..Wake up really early, well not early like Hari Raya, but much early than my usual Sunday morning..Mum and dad already went for jogging & breakfast & pasar.Lol..when they announced that vote shall come after the lunch is cooked!! hehss..and there I was with 'But everyone said in Facebook to go early, or someone will use your IC!!'..only to be answered...."Go and peel the onions!!..pffffttt..

Haha..but since I already in my mode, and since the kitchen is full with the little helpers from my sisters and cousin, I made my mind to go with it.. And since my mum think I'm just good in washing the dishes, I'm free to go..lol

It was around 10am that I went to the Pusat Mengundi at the same school that I went for KAFA more like 18 years agooooo..sigh..I'm that old..the line was not that long and luckily I have my pink umbrella with me, its super hot!!!
After giving our IC at the 1st table, we were assigned to our own room or they called it saluran..I was at the Room 3..(Funny that I only knew the room is assigned by your birthyear 2 days after the election ;) ) The senior ones get to vote at Room 1 which really have no line at all..kudos to SPR for having the alternative for the elderly..


Although it was really hot like I thought I'm running on the treadmill, but everything was really smooth..the whole process took around 1 hour to settled...

After voting, I do what I usually do on Sunday..Gym, lunch..and my task on that weekend is to finish my Korea travel photobook..And yet, for how much I don't want to get into it..you just can't run away with all the update in TV, FB or even in your whatsapp group..when everyone try 

My feelings now, 

To tell the truth I don't mind who will win, of course if PR won, it will be a new beginning of history in Malaysia itself..but seriously, the reason a lot of muggle like me stays up, is just to know whether we have to iron our clothes for the next Monday..,,,,,seriuosly..

But alas no public holiday announced whatsoever, and perhaps we just go to our everyday lives..

And then the whole things start to unravel, like a movie, but with a bad script all around.In all the social media that you could think of, especially in Facebook.

The hatred, the insulting innuendos throwing around, the words racist been accused to people that you are not agree with, that in back of my mind I wonder where all this come from...

Were we that angry with each other??

For all that I know that it was a choice of majority and the result shows what I had suspected all along..Never underestimate the power of unspoken voice in Facebook and the majority of people who don't bother to open any FB account at all.

Was is fair, was it robbed?  Who lied? Who's lying?

So many questions been thrown around..and yet, my heart goes out to people who do everything that they believe in life. ..

Me???

I believe in happiness..I believe in seeing the greatness in people. .

I believe people are born to achieve their dream, not mine..

I believe whatever bad they have been, they could be someday be a better person. .

Some said my thoughts are too simple..but in the end I wonder why people want to make it harder than life itself..

My mission is to bring love and happiness to people around me, and like what they said, it all starts within...whether it was all a mistake in the result of this election,  I believe in the power of the higher guidance ..at the end of the day, there is already so many negative things around us..my wish, my hope, people around me seeks to seek the truth before believing. .to remember about their friends and love given before  accusing,..in the end, may all our du'a will shows the light of our dreams in our heart and soul ..

Ameen..














Saturday 4 May 2013

Accidentally Perfect

So I changed the title of this blog from seeing the world in half blind to Accidentally Perfect, just because....

I want to change my life..I know my life has changed..not yet to where I want it to be, but it's moving to the direction of my dreams. .

Love..money ..hope..

What is the matter most, instead thinking that life is unfair,  I will believe that I was here for a reason. .it was not perfect because of my circumstances,  but I will make it accidentally perfect :), because destiny have a reason..to live and to be happy. .




Monday 29 April 2013

5th of May ..the day of beginning or the end of history

 So in less than 6 days, Malaysians will vote for her future...the day of something to a lot of people ..
And for me this is going to be my 1st time voting for the polls..

While I guess I'm quite excited ,there's probably a lot of people who can't sleep and do everything else..

So who's going to be the next Prime Minister is in everyone's game..if you read Utusan or Harakah, best bet is you would have thought everyone could have the same opportunity to win. .

My take..
For whoever win will bring Malaysia to be the best country to live in regardless of race and religion...and not just take the development as to built the biggest building we could ever made..but to embrace it as a whole..that it needs to be in the same length of us, the human being and nature surrounding us..

And the most important deep in my heart,  I hope we stop calling ourselves according to our color..and not just say it loud but really respect each other in everything we do day in day out..

And this includes to stop calling all non Malaysian with derogatory remarks..They have the right to come here. .at the end of the day,  whose land is this anyway. .is it really ours? Or wasn't it borrowed from god to us??

While having all this thought and so much more I believe on that day itself I probably will cry..for the reasons that I hope it will be..

Wednesday 24 April 2013

My song on repeat


Josh Groban – Brave 
Wake up, wake up, the sun cannot wait for long.
Reach out, reach out before it fades away.
You will find the warmth when you surrender.
Smile into the fear and let it play.

Chorus:
You wanna run away, run away and you say that it can’t be so.
You wanna look away, look away but you stay cause’ it’s all so close.
When you stand up and hold out your hand.
In the face of what I don’t understand.
My reason to be brave.

Hold on, hold on, so strong, time just carries on.
And all that you thought was wrong is pure again.
You can’t hide forever from the thunder.
Look into the storm and feel the rain.

Chorus:
You wanna run away, run away and you say that it can’t be so.
You wanna look away, look away but you stay cause’ it’s all so close.
When you stand uá¹— and hold out your hand.
In the face of what I don’t understand.
My reason to be brave.
O-oh-oh-oh-oh
O-oh-oh-oh-oh
O-oh-oh-oh-oh
Go on, go on…

Chorus:
You wanna run away, run away and you say that it can’t be so.
You wanna look away, look away but you stay cause’ it’s all so close.
When you stand up and hold out your hand.
In the face of what I don’t understand.
My reason to be brave.

From : www.lyricspremiere.com

Love this song a lot..so much what I feel currently..

Especially the chorus part...... running away of everything that matter, the dreams that you want to believe in ...and then you held your breath and ask your heart the reason you've stay on for so long..

The courage to take everything in..all the hard and tears..I hope I will forever be brave..♥♥


Saturday 20 April 2013

My Note of Life in A Day

What I've written in my diary.......

19042013

It's hard, it ain't easy..
I don't feel right..
I'm not happy...
I feel tired....
I can't fake my smile..
I don't want to speak with anyone..
I feel everything is so far away..


Dear Munirah,

To say that the world is great and forever happiness in life is under statement..
It is a good day..
As you have tried...

You try to see the diffrent views of the difficult things in life..
You try to laugh even its hard..
You try to talk even you want to cry..
You try to smile even though it's hurt so much..

For all that matters, that you believe, in future that all you want is happiness..

I want to be happy, I want to achieve all my dreams, and for that , congratulations on making through the day..

Xoxo,

My dear self :)

Thursday 18 April 2013

Jackal is Coming

Date :Saturday 13th April
Place: GSC Cinema

Wonder if many people have watch it :)..well in KL it only shown in 3 cinemas or probably only for GSC ..

So for the 1st time, I watch with so many people, or actually because we book the ticket for 20 of us and luckily everyone make it in time..
The poster is so tempting for us to start posing for camera :)

So my rate for the movie. .

I would give it 2.5 star..I love ji hyo and I love jaejoong..but the script is making the stories to go in circles. I was kinda hope they will have a surprise ending like most of the k movie I've seen, but it was none..seems they want to make it funny in a second then they move to being sad and serious suddenly..pffftttt..can I just say the best part of the movie is actually the last 2 min of the movie, where ji hyo being so tough bad ass assassin and Jaejoong be the ever cool top artist..like seriously mr director, the scene was so jarring with each other that I dont see the point of the story..there are times when i thought I'm seeing JJ photoshoot than a movie..hopefully they will have awesome project ahead coz I seriously love these two amazing people ^__^

Friday 12 April 2013

Pulau Nami

Nami !!!.so planning to write it like weeks ago, but alas, there is more and more things need to be done..so here we go...almost all the pictures :)



The ferry and Nana with not that excited look :)

Setia berbekal sandwich sepanjang berjalan di Seoul 
We go by bus from Tapgol Park and went back by subway..My take, if you are there for the 1st time and really want to explore the island, just take the bus for return trip.

You could take the subway, but the ride is almost 1 hour ++..and eventhough the subway was not full of people, there is no empty space for us to sit..huhu, memang patah kaki berdiri dalam subway tu..ada ketika kami terpaksa transfer train, belasah saja duduk atas lantai..tak tahan penat :/

How was Nami?? Well as everyone said Nami is Winter Sonata and Winter Sonata what makes Nami Island...

Wah..hebat tak statement?? :) But really, it's full with all the pictures about Winter Sonata and seems everyone is trying to find this A,B,C place in the drama and so forth.. 

Me??? tengok pun sekali je, jangan ditanya cerita itu tentang apa..memang tak ingat..yang saya ingat cuma pelakon nya saja..BaeYong Joon dan Choi Ji Woo.itu je lah yg teringat di kepala :).

But Nami can stand as itself..you will appreciate the beauty even you never heard about winter sonata...

It really feels like a painting in a canvas....

..This was just random shot, but I just loves it <3 








Spring is coming ^_^
There are times when I feel really funny when looking at people trying to recreate the scene, because I cant really remember about the story..but Nami Island is really pretty and awesome place to be a background in your pictures..Jangan terkejut tangok orang di kiri kanan melompat, baling daun ala-ala nak posing..sampai yang berpeluk dgn pokok pun ada..hehs.,gelak tengok, tapi if we have our crazy friends, we will probably be as crazy as them too.. :)

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We did a lot of posing too, just to make people back home feel jealous, kata senang, nak sakitkan hati org yg tak pernah sampai sini :)

While writing this, I remember a friend once says that there is nothing much to do at Nami Island, which is probably true, but then again it does bring a little bit of magic, when you have this quite thoughts while walking with all the scenic greenery around you :), as if you are in your own world and probably have those 'Winter Sonata' moments ?? ^_^



If really I have time, I could just lazily sits somewhere and starts to read a book :)








So here is my bit and pieces of Nami Island entry .

Hopefully I could do Mount Sorak and Paju Art City soon!! and whole lot of other future adventures :)

p/s: There is surau here in Nami Island, we found it by chance..campur lelaki dgn perempuannya, tapi boleh ambil air sembahyang dalam surau ..very convenient..





Sunday 7 April 2013

How love is going to be??

 So I'm going to be 30 years old in 8 months or so..

And its an open secret that everyone is crazily wanted to ask me the 'question'..

When are you getting married? ???

Don't you want to get married? ??

Well my answer would be No..
No, never in my 29 years of life I wish to get married..
I never have the dream to get married and have babies so forth before I turn 30..never!!

Lol, there were times I'm confused that if ever that thought can turn me into homosexuality kind of thing ...

But now I realised that I was not married because I never want it to..

I was not happy being me..how could I make someone else happy..

I could not have children because I was not ready to tell them they are beautiful, because I thought I was the ugly one..

How you could love someone that comes from you when you hate what's inside yourself. .

And I understand it now..I understand it completely. .I can't have something that I can't handle it..Allah knows it all along..

And for that, my dua before I go to sleep tonight;

Ya allah, thank you for all the things in my life..thank  you for giving me a second chance to live..the only who knows my destiny, if there is written in jannah that I will get married,  may it brings more joy and happiness to the world I lives in..and at the end of my destinations, may it brings me to heaven eternally.. ameeen ..ya rabbana al amin

A seconds could change the course of life :)

When a decision in seconds to try a new things, change a whole new perspective of life..

It starts with my 'why not' motto..or what the h**l anyways, just do it..

Then you try to be different,
To try to take the extra effort..

After the whole process, you feel so special and wants to reward you own self..

I never thought that in seconds I told myself  'What the h**l!!" just say it.

I still remember, how I told the crew, I want to do it..and the sheer jumpiness of my friends face as if saying:Are you sureeee?? Are you crazy??..and I remember I told myself, just do it..just say yes!!

And I'm glad I did not back out..I did not hesitate..I did not say I give up..

Because at the end, even it is only for a second, I was not the same person anymore....

Because I was now the girl who makes the decision to be different, to be bold, to let it go, to understand that its cool to be different and be crazy sometimes and the most important thing is.......

I HAVE BECOME THE PERSON WHO FINALLY LISTEN TO HER OWN GUT...

^___________________^

Its funny, its life..it might not be perfect, but it feels so good!!

So here, kudos to myself, to the new me, to the decision I make

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRrjwOvDl1k

Monday 1 April 2013

To be Happy in Every Moment

I'm just probably going to randomly post anything about my Seoul trip in the coming posts ..

This is also as random as it can be...what happens to me last weekend!!

On Saturday, I was supposed to visit a friend in hospital, and was so confident to say I will come in the morning and I know how to go there, parking etc...

Alas, when I arrived at the 7th Floor, looking at the name of the ward and even asking the nurse, I just realised that I actually went to the wrong hospital!! ^____^ tsk tskk..rasa nak menangis ada, tapi control ayu dan berlalu pergi meninggalkan nurse yang terpinga-pinga haha

And on Sunday, me and my sister have the appointment with the house agent. We were there probably in 1 hour, hati meronta-ronta nak balik sebab hari tersangat panas....so as it was only 1 pm, we grab our lunch, and our plan to go and see Putrajaya Hot Air Ballon went into smoke... We just can't bear the weather to go there at that kind of heat. So after sending our cousin around UM, we head back home..

And since I feel like I have to write and study about my next trip, I feel that I need to be out of my home..telling myself that I can't take any nap, kerana bila dah tidur tengah hari akan mengada-ngada sampai ke hujung petang :)

So I went to get a haircut and since I have the Coffee Bean voucher that ends in two more days I think that it's best to use it anyway..oh yeah, misi mencari ATM gagal di tiga tempat..asyik keluar through MEPS, so tabahkan hati nak cari ATM CIMB jua..tapi akhirnya gagal..haha..sampai yg dekat Shell pun rosak..so pandai-pandai la pergi kedai gunting rambut dan tanya dulu brp kos nya dan bagi tau org kedai yg saya hanya ada cash..since ada lagi duit lebih, tujuan ke Coffee Bean di teruskan..

Dah sampai, orang yang ambil order semangat suruh cuba ice blended yg baru..dan saya gatal menambah 1 cheesecake kerana terlalu suka hati dgn haircut yg baru ..haha.. mana nak tau, jumlah semua terlebih RM1.90 dari cash yang ada..tergagap-gagap bagi tahu orang cashier itu saya hanya ada cash sebanyak RM15 saja,,dan dgn baik hatinya dia bagi tahu yang RM1.90 tuh dia belanja..haha..it was really funny, like seriuosly, if there is someone behind me, she probably going to say 'ceh, org ni nak minum Coffee Bean, tapi tak ada duit' hehs..itulah terima kasih org Coffee Bean yg baik hati belanja saya RM1.90 itu..jasa mu dikenang haha..
kek suka hati yang dipilih ^_^, gambar ambil dri org lain sbb malu nak ambil gmbr sendiri

Friday 29 March 2013

How life change and how you can change the world

I find it is weird to be back to the old place.
The place that where I start everything..
The place that you believe can makes dream come true, then one fine day you make mistakes,

For them,you did not try hard enough,
For them it is so embarrassing, to say that I was one of their family..

So I gather all my strength to walk, to get up and to look in the sky again..

It was not a small journey..
It was full of telling myself that everything will be okay..
I gather my will to smile, and to believe, that the world is not the end,
For someday, it will be rainbow all over again....

For all the memories I made, I was ask to come back...
To pretend that it never happen, it was just a memory..
To someone, it was just something you get over with

For me, it was a learning to get up,to tell my heart to believe, that one day, it was not about me, 
It was about my courage, to believe that for someone who is half blind, the world is such a happy place to lives in, and for that I will keep moving, 
I will keep believing that the world will gives everything that I dream to be in this small world I live in :) Insyallah

 


Sunday 24 March 2013

Bukchon Hanok Village

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Please see my previous entry here Day 2 Part 1.
So after having our lunch, we head to Bukchon Hanok Village. Its around 15 mins walk from Insadong. 
And yes, there is also Namsangol Hanok Village near our Guesthouse , or actually just behind our building in Chungmuro Station, but I guess the impact of reality shows 2D1N and Personal Taste is just too great in bringing us here :)

Just a reminder, the place is so HUGE!!! You could spend 1/2 day there and there is actually 8 special spots to take amazing pictures which we try, but yeah, its also like going in a maze. All the houses looks the same and even some have the same number. So we just go with our gut and follows where the other tourist walks to. 


we being so random :)

this is on 5th and 6th view :), when we walk up, there's a lot of people around, and when we arrived at the top, there was none!! lol, talk about bad timing to take picture. But I really love this shot :) 


The so called, Personal Taste house..and yes, the tour guide in red uniforms brings us here..heee, thought they will think that we are crazy to try to find this house but  there was a couple of Japanese tourist that comes later after our photo sessions :)

After probably 2 hour or so we head back to our guesthouse to go to N Tower later in the evening.
the Winter Sonata School. It was close for public on weekdays..


We go out again to N Tower around 3 pm. There is actually many ways to go to N Tower, one is by bus, walk or cable car. As we do not want to tire ourself out, we think that cable car is the easiest way to go. You need to take Exit 4 in Myeondong station.Entah macam mana, mungkin kerana kawan dengan confidentnya dah pergi N Tower ni, I thought that she will know the way there, but alas, we lost our way ..sobs, but it was really funny and good exercise too..            
Nana sleeping like a princess in stroller , while us pushing it like mad  
 After a good exercise and asking around a couple of people, we finally arrived at the cable car station. Not many people queuing  but it was funny that everyone is going into only 1 cable car. I thought it was like in Genting, where there will be 4 people at least in the cable car. So it was a little bit crowded and if you are lucky to be in front of the line, you can have the good view of Seoul .

         
     
After we arrived on the top of the hill, Nana was already fall asleep and there is no lift,hanya lah tangga. Menangislah budak kecil itu apabila dikejutkan. Dan terpaksa lah kami menempuhi drama menangis yang tak kesudahan, sehinggakan Teddy Bear musuem itu pun masuk tak sampai 10 minit kerana tangisan itu..

Nak tergelak pun ada, yelah, budak kecik selalu suka tgk teddy bear tpi, yg ini menangis mmg tak ingat dunia haha..but it was a good experience on and all.. yelah dah ada pengalaman menjaga sepupu yg berguling-guling di lantai bila nak sesuatu tu, so setakat menangis dlm stroller masih boleh bertahan lagi \ ^_^/..

Masuk dalam N Tower, we thought we are going to be there really quick since Nana could not stop crying, but thankfully there is a stuff animal shop and the staffs was really good in memujuk Nana untuk berhenti menangis, and after a while Nana was like her own self, macam buat2 lupa yang dia menangis dlm 30 min lepas tsk tsk, siap menyuruh kami menukar duit untuk lihat teropong  haha..

Well, seriously, at night, you cant really see anything up from the tower, probably some lights here and there, but its looks like a good picture session if you come in the daytime.

Selepas cuba jaya melihat apa yang ada, we go to our next plan~ Coffee Cojjee cafe own by Kim Jaejonng of JYJ.. since we thought we dont have time to look for subway station we just thought it is easier to go by taxi.  So much on saving our time that we have to pay 40,000 won for the taxi fare ~the highest taxi fare I ever paid in my life time ..huhu..the funny thing is we gave the address to the taxi driver, but initially he thought we just want to have coffee in Gangam area, until we told him that we want to go to Kim Jaejoong cafe, and he was like "oh, Kim Jaejoong-shi?? ahhhh ....'and laugh... :), hehs, so he knows JJ after all :)







the lock and so much love at N Tower that makes Nana impressed :)
We arrived quite late but there is still quite a number of fans in the cafe. We bought hot chocolate and just have a little break and took some pictures. We try to ask whether there is any stuffs that we can buy, but the staffs seems did not understand what we are trying to say, so we just give up. :(


Nana, Jaejoong most loyal fans :) 
For people who wants to know, Coffee Cojjee is near to Apgujueongrodeo Station. And probably 15 min walk, but it was tricky as it was not really along the main road, but you can go to here for the more detailed  instruction : coffee cojjee plan. So we take subway back as we have learned our mistakes and we need to wake up really early as we bought our bus ride to Nami Island in the next morning....kepenatan melayan budak kecik, yang bila balik segar -bugar tak nak tidur...aiseyy..tema hari itu, lawak si budak kecik :)