I need a Magic ball

Not sure whether it was because of my age or was it a sign??

Reading Potter's book, getting emotional about Steve Jobs loss, the Korean drama all about starting over have plagued my mind like forever...

I know this coming, but never knew how demanding is to think about this over and over again...

What will I do if I meet my 10 years old younger self? My 19 years old,studying at Matriculation College waiting for a call from any university..What will I told her? What I want her to do?? What I want her to be????

Then there is Scent of Woman..If I have only 3 months to live, what will I do??What I will do differently from now?

Will there be people remember about me even when I'm gone? Could I do so much good things in the world like Mr Jobs ??

Can I?What I want to be??- these questions keep coming & coming..I seriously need a MAGIC wand~ :/

Life without a Phone

It's been exactly 10 days I'm without my Blackberry Torch!! Horror!! but somehow
~ Good things I realised from it:
* I will go to sleep at 10pm and actually I'm capable to wake up at 5.30 am
* I'm browsing the internet like a thunder second, skimming & read what I see is important & pretty pictures
>Borrowing someone's else broadband at 6.am while ready to go to work & enjoying life after work at 7pm
*Reading the magazine & books while in LRT that I actually carried in my bag the whole time before this..
* No stupid calls or message .....or actually no sad feelings when you checked the missed call or sms that the only people that been calling you is your customer or people bugging you to pay the debt!

~yes!! somehow I feel good not having a phone...only that the bad side is you can't change what you want to do on that day, want to watch a movie, message them in twitter/FB, or else, pretty much you're hoping that you can borrow random people phones to make that one phone call or SMS :/