Saturday 16 July 2016

Half year battle, half day moved on

Writing this om 17th July 2016.

Looking back at my life. Looking back at my age.
One of these days, or exactly 3 days ago, I spend most of the days sleeping or just wondering my thoughts. What am I doing right now? Am I doing the right thing?

Am I a good person? Am I doing the best that I should? Why I'm feeling lonely? Why I can't just say what I want? 

Why I need to pretend?

And I guess the same questions coming back to me again. Am I doing the right thing?

I wish someone can let me know. I wish I know how to live my life

I wish I know all the answers.

Like they said. Find a mentor. 
Of course, I've been thinking it so much. And the same questions come back to me. Am I doing rhe right thing?

Lonely. And they say talk to Allah. I know. And I know I'm not the best muslims out there. And I'm still trying. And the same questions come back to me. Why me? Why cant you just show me the way. What I'm supposed to do in my life right now?

I'm writing this post not because I want to admit my defeat. Or tired. I guess this was a phasing on time that I have. 

A lot of time I wonder. What I'm doing or whether it is a right thing to do. Most of the time I need to pretend to be happy, to be motivated and to be strong. And people expect you to. And I expect myself to be better.

I'm not sure if I can be 'better' to some person. But I do know I'm trying to be a better person to me. And so, dear Munirah. Please be happy. Please hang on..everything will be allright. Please be patient. Please let it go. Please be stronger. Please, I hope in year future when you read this whole thing, just realised you just finish one of the chapter of your own. 

#bestrong #behappy. And to everyone who struggle out there, #bestrong and #behappy too. 
Life will be better..
Xox ;)) ;))) ;)))
munirahkhadri

Thursday 14 July 2016

My 2015 travel in perspective-Part 1

2015 in perspective. I guess it will forever a year that I will remember in my heart. When I remember about the 'bad' times, this post is what I need to remind myself that among all the bad there is a good one. A lot of GOOD things ^_^.

So in a summary, 2015 is the year I left CIMB after almost 8 years in the company. The hard and the tears, and finally a goodbye. And also 2015 is the year I have to underwent a big surgery to remove cyst and yes, while most people said its quite normal to have the surgery these days, its not cool to be in hospital for 7 days, And the fact that everyone have their own idea about my future regarding the surgery, lets say that it was not fun at all. Yeah. I believe in Qada & Qadar. You can just shhh =-=

And here back to my travel stories. So I could say my travel can be divided into two. Half is before the surgery and my retirement before Jun 2015 and some are after Jun 2015, which I will called my 2nd part of life and my crazy thing in travelling ;). 

The 1st half 

Korea. Its crazy now I realised that I spend almost 90 days overall in 2015 just in Korea alone lolss ;)). The 1st part is of course, the first big project. Bringing almost 20 pax for the Seoul tour. Gila dan best haha. Of course, I need to credit someone close, Heidi as she helps me a lot in this. So yes, forever using this pic because I like it ;)

munirah
In front of NamiOk
                                     

                                                 
with the guy in front of Insadong, who helps us to carry 2 adult free of charge ;)
                                                                                       
Dalam bus!! Mission success ^^
 First time bergerak pakai bus sekitar Seoul. And yes, It was fun. I think one thing I learnt is there is diffrent idea of travelling in between some age, And yes, the most important is to ask others what they want instead of rigidly using the predetermined schedules. In the end, I think happy them, is happy me :).

Mostly everyone :)

me & heidi at Namiok^^.Satu setengah meja kami guna ha ;)

And for the second week of March is about me and Paklang family. It was 1st time for us to travel together outside of Malaysia.

And again, the thing I learnt, some people, might look at the same thing but the expectation is diffrent, Ala-ala 'Rambut sama hitam, tapi hati lain-lain'. ;) And yes, don't underestimate the amount of walking in Korea.lol..orang muda pun boleh pengsan. And the incident reminds me to remind future guests to use proper shoes and really have a simple exercise before coming here to Korea ;). Oh and the diffrent of this trip, that we went to strawberry picking near Nami, Best kutip strawberry. Manis dan boleh makan sampai kenyang, Walaupun ahjussi tu tak berapa gembira sebab kami makan banyak strawberry dia hehe :)).



kami sempat bergambar ;)

the strawberry!!! ^^

The 2nd part of Korea trip is Labour day to Seoul/Busan with bestie Rose. Totally forgot that it was a public holiday in Korea too. Memang ramai orang di mana saja anda berada :)))). We went for 2 night in Busan and the rest in Seoul. Places that we go to Busan; Gukje Market, Gwangili Beach, Gamcheon Culture Village, Taejongdae, Jagalchi Market, Busan Mosque, BIFF Square and of course, Hauendae Beach ^^. Bila dikira balik, banyak jugak tempat yang kami sempat pergi.

The place that I remembered most is Gamcheon Culture Village. There is A LOT of stairs!!!! ;))) And also how even that there is a lot of stairs, there is a lot of exercise items too!! ahah,,dah penat naik tangga, ada jugak mesin tempat orang exercise. Patutla orang Korea kurus-kurus semuanya :)).

And for Seoul trip, the things that I love is the Gangchon Bike ride. Semangat. Tapi banyak jugak kejadian yang tak terjangka berlaku. Antaranya, terlepas train dari station Gapyeong ke Gimyujeong station. Mostly because I was feeling a bit of cold and went to the restroom and I thought the train will come as much as the train in the middle of Seoul city ;((  I was wrong lol..I should trust the subway app more than I should :)). 

And so because of my off time schedule, we were late than our booking time and have to wait more than 1 hour for our turn. And the whole thing makes our trip at Nami, Gapyeong longer than expected. And since I have booked ITX train earlier, so we kinda lost our time there too. So yeah, so much things learnt on this trip.
The railbike..Nak naik lagi sebab tak puas ;). Nak kena amik video pulak lepas ni:))
And of course this Seoul/Busan trip, a shoutout to my best buddy since sekolah rendah, cik Ros :)) , this is our fisrt trip outside of Malaysia and I hopeeeeeee we are having fun haha..she said so. Cant really express how thankful I am, everytime a friend or a strangers told me that they are thankful of me planning the trips, holidays vice versa, I'm so happy, I hope the travel change all of us to be a better person like what the travels have impact me a lot in my whole life. And to everyone, THANK YOU ;))) #bows ^_^. 

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