Dear Munirah...its seems so easy to gain anything when you are younger. Or maybe before you turns 31.
35. I thought everything going where I want to be.
35. I thought I will be alright.
35. I thought everything will be easy.
Its been 1 year plus I know about it. And I wonder why Im still have it at back of my mind. I put yourself as a stranger of family. I know you but I never know who you are.
Am I weird? Am I the only who being forgotten like this?
35. Sometimes you want to die. You wake up and asks yourself what god wants you to do. Sometimes I wonder why there is no instructions to do about it everyday.
You wake up ..and times goes by.
35. You are writing this in Puchong, at the small place you pay RM120 monthly while looking at others. And looking at yourself wondering you do the right thing.
35. And I still wonder Im doing the right thing everyday, every time, every night before I goes to sleep.
35. Can you hold it? Can you go forward?
35. I just want to have food to eat everyday, money to spend every night, travel where I want to be.
35. Sometimes I want to run away. Sometimes I cried.
35. I'm still here. You will be ok. Going 36 tomorrow. Goodbye 35. Hold on 36. You will be alright. Keep going. Cry. Hold on. Happy Birthday to yourself. Love&Life xoxoxoxo
