Sunday 4 March 2012

My Dream...or should I start dreaming?

You know when you're young, people will tell you to write what you want to do in life, what is your goal when you grow up, what you want to be in future...

So with a good heart, you took your diary and start scribbling away your thoughts and dreams in the most grandest way that you can imagine, believing that somehow for tiniest percentage in the law of universe, the dreams will come true...

So what happens when one of your dreams come true?? What you gonna do? Write in a new dream??From buying a Myvi to Vios, then to BMW?..

For most people, when we are young, our dreams was  to get a good job,buy a car and house,open your life savings account, insurance and for some lucky people falls in love with a great guy/girl  and get married, settled down..

For me, at this young age of life (29 years old) , I practically have most of what I want or should I say what I have written down when I'm 21 years old... Car, stable job, savings, which actually if I calculate correctly, can let me survived 2 years with my current lifestyle..

So what should I do from here?

My self questioning mode now: I really want to buy a house, have my own room, my own walking closet, my own shoes rack, but the questions that they have been bugging me is :Why?? Why I want this? What other things that I want to own? And somehow I realized, to really achieve your dreams, there is something inside that need to change..I can't live believing that is all I wanted..somehow inside, I believe that there is greater things I need to do in life..the one that I need to let my heart search for an answer..