5th of May ..the day of beginning or the end of history

 So in less than 6 days, Malaysians will vote for her future...the day of something to a lot of people ..
And for me this is going to be my 1st time voting for the polls..

While I guess I'm quite excited ,there's probably a lot of people who can't sleep and do everything else..

So who's going to be the next Prime Minister is in everyone's game..if you read Utusan or Harakah, best bet is you would have thought everyone could have the same opportunity to win. .

My take..
For whoever win will bring Malaysia to be the best country to live in regardless of race and religion...and not just take the development as to built the biggest building we could ever made..but to embrace it as a whole..that it needs to be in the same length of us, the human being and nature surrounding us..

And the most important deep in my heart,  I hope we stop calling ourselves according to our color..and not just say it loud but really respect each other in everything we do day in day out..

And this includes to stop calling all non Malaysian with derogatory remarks..They have the right to come here. .at the end of the day,  whose land is this anyway. .is it really ours? Or wasn't it borrowed from god to us??

While having all this thought and so much more I believe on that day itself I probably will cry..for the reasons that I hope it will be..

My song on repeat

Josh Groban – Brave 

Wake up, wake up, the sun cannot wait for long.
Reach out, reach out before it fades away.
You will find the warmth when you surrender.
Smile into the fear and let it play.

Chorus:
You wanna run away, run away and you say that it can’t be so.
You wanna look away, look away but you stay cause’ it’s all so close.
When you stand up and hold out your hand.
In the face of what I don’t understand.
My reason to be brave.

Hold on, hold on, so strong, time just carries on.
And all that you thought was wrong is pure again.
You can’t hide forever from the thunder.
Look into the storm and feel the rain.

Chorus:
You wanna run away, run away and you say that it can’t be so.
You wanna look away, look away but you stay cause’ it’s all so close.
When you stand uṗ and hold out your hand.
In the face of what I don’t understand.
My reason to be brave.

O-oh-oh-oh-oh
O-oh-oh-oh-oh
O-oh-oh-oh-oh

Go on, go on…

Chorus:
You wanna run away, run away and you say that it can’t be so.
You wanna look away, look away but you stay cause’ it’s all so close.
When you stand up and hold out your hand.
In the face of what I don’t understand.
My reason to be brave.

From : www.lyricspremiere.com

Love this song a lot..so much what I feel currently..

Especially the chorus part...... running away of everything that matter, the dreams that you want to believe in ...and then you held your breath and ask your heart the reason you've stay on for so long..

The courage to take everything in..all the hard and tears..I hope I will forever be brave..♥♥

My Note of Life in A Day

What I've written in my diary.......

19042013

It's hard, it ain't easy..
I don't feel right..
I'm not happy...
I feel tired....
I can't fake my smile..
I don't want to speak with anyone..
I feel everything is so far away..


Dear Munirah,

To say that the world is great and forever happiness in life is under statement..
It is a good day..
As you have tried...

You try to see the diffrent views of the difficult things in life..
You try to laugh even its hard..
You try to talk even you want to cry..
You try to smile even though it's hurt so much..

For all that matters, that you believe, in future that all you want is happiness..

I want to be happy, I want to achieve all my dreams, and for that , congratulations on making through the day..

Xoxo,

My dear self :)

Jackal is Coming

Date :Saturday 13th April
Place: GSC Cinema

Wonder if many people have watch it :)..well in KL it only shown in 3 cinemas or probably only for GSC ..

So for the 1st time, I watch with so many people, or actually because we book the ticket for 20 of us and luckily everyone make it in time..

The poster is so tempting for us to start posing for camera :)

So my rate for the movie. .

I would give it 2.5 star..I love ji hyo and I love jaejoong..but the script is making the stories to go in circles. I was kinda hope they will have a surprise ending like most of the k movie I've seen, but it was none..seems they want to make it funny in a second then they move to being sad and serious suddenly..pffftttt..can I just say the best part of the movie is actually the last 2 min of the movie, where ji hyo being so tough bad ass assassin and Jaejoong be the ever cool top artist..like seriously mr director, the scene was so jarring with each other that I dont see the point of the story..there are times when i thought I'm seeing JJ photoshoot than a movie..hopefully they will have awesome project ahead coz I seriously love these two amazing people ^__^

Pulau Nami

Nami !!!.so planning to write it like weeks ago, but alas, there is more and more things need to be done..so here we go...almost all the pictures :)

The ferry and Nana with not that excited look :)

Setia berbekal sandwich sepanjang berjalan di Seoul 

We go by bus from Tapgol Park and went back by subway..My take, if you are there for the 1st time and really want to explore the island, just take the bus for return trip.

You could take the subway, but the ride is almost 1 hour ++..and eventhough the subway was not full of people, there is no empty space for us to sit..huhu, memang patah kaki berdiri dalam subway tu..ada ketika kami terpaksa transfer train, belasah saja duduk atas lantai..tak tahan penat :/

How was Nami?? Well as everyone said Nami is Winter Sonata and Winter Sonata what makes Nami Island...

Wah..hebat tak statement?? :) But really, it's full with all the pictures about Winter Sonata and seems everyone is trying to find this A,B,C place in the drama and so forth.. 

Me??? tengok pun sekali je, jangan ditanya cerita itu tentang apa..memang tak ingat..yang saya ingat cuma pelakon nya saja..BaeYong Joon dan Choi Ji Woo.itu je lah yg teringat di kepala :).

But Nami can stand as itself..you will appreciate the beauty even you never heard about winter sonata...

It really feels like a painting in a canvas....

..This was just random shot, but I just loves it <3 

Spring is coming ^_^

There are times when I feel really funny when looking at people trying to recreate the scene, because I cant really remember about the story..but Nami Island is really pretty and awesome place to be a background in your pictures..Jangan terkejut tangok orang di kiri kanan melompat, baling daun ala-ala nak posing..sampai yang berpeluk dgn pokok pun ada..hehs.,gelak tengok, tapi if we have our crazy friends, we will probably be as crazy as them too.. :)

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We did a lot of posing too, just to make people back home feel jealous, kata senang, nak sakitkan hati org yg tak pernah sampai sini :)

While writing this, I remember a friend once says that there is nothing much to do at Nami Island, which is probably true, but then again it does bring a little bit of magic, when you have this quite thoughts while walking with all the scenic greenery around you :), as if you are in your own world and probably have those 'Winter Sonata' moments ?? ^_^

If really I have time, I could just lazily sits somewhere and starts to read a book :)

So here is my bit and pieces of Nami Island entry .

Hopefully I could do Mount Sorak and Paju Art City soon!! and whole lot of other future adventures :)

p/s: There is surau here in Nami Island, we found it by chance..campur lelaki dgn perempuannya, tapi boleh ambil air sembahyang dalam surau ..very convenient..

How love is going to be??

 So I'm going to be 30 years old in 8 months or so..

And its an open secret that everyone is crazily wanted to ask me the 'question'..

When are you getting married? ???

Don't you want to get married? ??

Well my answer would be No..
No, never in my 29 years of life I wish to get married..
I never have the dream to get married and have babies so forth before I turn 30..never!!

Lol, there were times I'm confused that if ever that thought can turn me into homosexuality kind of thing ...

But now I realised that I was not married because I never want it to..

I was not happy being me..how could I make someone else happy..

I could not have children because I was not ready to tell them they are beautiful, because I thought I was the ugly one..

How you could love someone that comes from you when you hate what's inside yourself. .

And I understand it now..I understand it completely. .I can't have something that I can't handle it..Allah knows it all along..

And for that, my dua before I go to sleep tonight;

Ya allah, thank you for all the things in my life..thank  you for giving me a second chance to live..the only who knows my destiny, if there is written in jannah that I will get married,  may it brings more joy and happiness to the world I lives in..and at the end of my destinations, may it brings me to heaven eternally.. ameeen ..ya rabbana al amin

A seconds could change the course of life :)

When a decision in seconds to try a new things, change a whole new perspective of life..

It starts with my 'why not' motto..or what the h**l anyways, just do it..

Then you try to be different,

To try to take the extra effort..

After the whole process, you feel so special and wants to reward you own self..

I never thought that in seconds I told myself  'What the h**l!!" just say it.

I still remember, how I told the crew, I want to do it..and the sheer jumpiness of my friends face as if saying:Are you sureeee?? Are you crazy??..and I remember I told myself, just do it..just say yes!!

And I'm glad I did not back out..I did not hesitate..I did not say I give up..

Because at the end, even it is only for a second, I was not the same person anymore....

Because I was now the girl who makes the decision to be different, to be bold, to let it go, to understand that its cool to be different and be crazy sometimes and the most important thing is.......

I HAVE BECOME THE PERSON WHO FINALLY LISTEN TO HER OWN GUT...

^___________________^

Its funny, its life..it might not be perfect, but it feels so good!!

So here, kudos to myself, to the new me, to the decision I make

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRrjwOvDl1k

To be Happy in Every Moment

I'm just probably going to randomly post anything about my Seoul trip in the coming posts ..

This is also as random as it can be...what happens to me last weekend!!

On Saturday, I was supposed to visit a friend in hospital, and was so confident to say I will come in the morning and I know how to go there, parking etc...

Alas, when I arrived at the 7th Floor, looking at the name of the ward and even asking the nurse, I just realised that I actually went to the wrong hospital!! ^____^ tsk tskk..rasa nak menangis ada, tapi control ayu dan berlalu pergi meninggalkan nurse yang terpinga-pinga haha

And on Sunday, me and my sister have the appointment with the house agent. We were there probably in 1 hour, hati meronta-ronta nak balik sebab hari tersangat panas....so as it was only 1 pm, we grab our lunch, and our plan to go and see Putrajaya Hot Air Ballon went into smoke... We just can't bear the weather to go there at that kind of heat. So after sending our cousin around UM, we head back home..

And since I feel like I have to write and study about my next trip, I feel that I need to be out of my home..telling myself that I can't take any nap, kerana bila dah tidur tengah hari akan mengada-ngada sampai ke hujung petang :)

So I went to get a haircut and since I have the Coffee Bean voucher that ends in two more days I think that it's best to use it anyway..oh yeah, misi mencari ATM gagal di tiga tempat..asyik keluar through MEPS, so tabahkan hati nak cari ATM CIMB jua..tapi akhirnya gagal..haha..sampai yg dekat Shell pun rosak..so pandai-pandai la pergi kedai gunting rambut dan tanya dulu brp kos nya dan bagi tau org kedai yg saya hanya ada cash..since ada lagi duit lebih, tujuan ke Coffee Bean di teruskan..

Dah sampai, orang yang ambil order semangat suruh cuba ice blended yg baru..dan saya gatal menambah 1 cheesecake kerana terlalu suka hati dgn haircut yg baru ..haha.. mana nak tau, jumlah semua terlebih RM1.90 dari cash yang ada..tergagap-gagap bagi tahu orang cashier itu saya hanya ada cash sebanyak RM15 saja,,dan dgn baik hatinya dia bagi tahu yang RM1.90 tuh dia belanja..haha..it was really funny, like seriuosly, if there is someone behind me, she probably going to say 'ceh, org ni nak minum Coffee Bean, tapi tak ada duit' hehs..itulah terima kasih org Coffee Bean yg baik hati belanja saya RM1.90 itu..jasa mu dikenang haha..

kek suka hati yang dipilih ^_^, gambar ambil dri org lain sbb malu nak ambil gmbr sendiri