Hearing the speaker talk about it in front of the stage. I wish to speak up, but then I don't.
I guess I will have to share the story in my heart firstly here.
A story about the girl who is different from the others. While the doctor said it's one in a million, she didn't believe it. It's a mistake she tell herself..something should have been done years ago. A answer she try to find soon was a question of her self belief.
If we could have more money we could treat it..They say you will be okay. Nothing will changed.
For all the above reasons they want her to believe, the more she found its hard to accept all the consequences of life.
No one tells her to be strong..
No one tells her its the reason of the disabilities that will make her special..
In everyday of life, the insult, the laugh..and the mirror was her world.
The promise she made was' I will never take a picture as I hate how people will laugh at me, I made the pictures looks weird'
' I can't see people in their eyes, it hurts when they asked back why I was different'
'I can't get married because I hate people looking at my eyes and taking a picture of myself'
Living everyday with the kind of thoughts..not in a second she wish god will take her away..
In the moment of truth, she wonder the reason she's still here. What is the purpose of my life?? she asked everyday..Do I need to do something??
It was hard with tears and self talk as a her companion. .sometimes the tears falls like the raindrops without a warning....
LifE they say is a mystery. .the age was the savior..While looking back, at the times of life., she notice how she is different from the others. How she had achieved more than what the other normal people had done. It was not the best but it was more for people to envy.It could be better.
And so the story begins...at the second part of life. This is the starting point of her story. To live with full of hope, happiness and courage. To make mistakes.To learn to let it go. To be true to herself. To look forward for the dreams. To just sit and smile and be happy.
A promise if ever god finally want to take her away, she want to be happy at that moment of time.Leave a great life to be remembered.
And that is the story of her and the story of me..
Xoxo
Munirah Khadri
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