Is it me or is it really the time is tricking me nowadays? I just cant believe it is already end of April!! Gah...
It just crazy :( it was already 27th april yet the clock,I rarely have the time to 'tekan' the button ..The most crazy I remember was 2 weeks diffrent from the real date to the date at this clock haha..gosh..in the other way,I'm sad..I feel I need to do a lot of things,yet when I think about things that I've not achieved, I become restless & hopeless. I wonder and thought...will I have the time to do all the things that I want??
Yet,was it me not planning the things that I want, and let the time make it for me? I feel that I choose the 2nd option.Being 30 years old,I feel I have won half the battle. I feel that I have achieved and did all the things that I want in my 20 years old dreamed off. And so when I pass the 30 y.o marks..I let myself rest, feeling that I achieved what I want..yet some part of me still feel missing. I need to write and think about my 2nd chapter of life. Its crazy and scary, yet I guess this is the only way.
If is not over,you need to go forward.
Until I die,I need to be the person that is better than me yesterday.I need too!! O dear god,allah,please help me.oh..time..please let me filled you with laughter and love and the best thing I could.Hear my promise!! I need you!!!!!
-me myself & I-
Munirah Khadri
