Why I want to be rich

No , I don't think I'm rich yet. 

It is still far away from my target..

There are times I wonder if I'm doing the right things. 

Whether I'm taking the right decision.

Sometimes I pray to Allah, and ask for guidance. Sometimes I look up to the sky & ask myself if this is the right thing to do, right now..

All the questions that you will never get the answer :)

So here it is, as random as it was, I guess this post is to remind myself to be strong. To always remember not to give up. Never give up to achieve my dreams.

The questions, why I want to be rich?

#I want to be so freaking rich so that my future daughter will not having the same result as me. 

That I will not tell her that I can't do anything for her because I don't have money.

That I, right now, have the power & time to change my life to be better. That I will not give up for my future or my daughter to have betterment in life.

#I want to be rich so that one day I can built my own school for the blind & disabled kids.

#I want to be so freaking rich so that I can travel to the world. Do what I want, in the time that I want.

Have you ever told some strangers your dream in life? I don't. Never in my life before.

For me, I thought it is normal for people to have dreams. It is just whether you can achieve it or not.

But alas, someone said, sometimes you will achieve your dreams faster, if you allowed someone to help you along the way ^_^( I'm not sure who's the owner of the quote, should I just take it as mine? ;p)

My 1st ever experience talking with strangers , telling them about my dreams is at this seminar dated 07/06/13 with Mr Les Brown ..the seminar that I will remember until I die :)

The first time I have the courage to put up my hand and volunteer to speak, In front of 200 strangers that I never met in my life. To finally let out all inside my heart and let myself cry for a little.

Never have I thought that I will receive an applause, let alone standing ovation.

At that time and until now, I still wonder,if I can really change the world. 

Will you tell the world your dreams?

                                         

One of the deep lasting impression that I have in this seminar is how,when I told strangers about my dream,

and they are suprised,but somehow they will smile & would encourage me to pursue it wholeheartedly.

And some, actually have the same dreams in life like my own. And at that moment, you will feel that your dreams is not weird at all.

At that moment I realised how instead of being afraid that I will not achieve my dreams, I shall announced the world my intention of life.

For that maybe,god willing,the more greatness I want to bring to this world,I will found my own way...Being freaking Rich and Happy.

At the same time changing the world to be greater to lives in ;)

Xoxo,

Munirah Khadri <3

My 1st attempt to be a model yang tak bertauliah heehe * feeling good 

Raya 2014 and what it means to me ^_^

The 1st raya without atuk or what I usually call him as 'Che". 

Ok, 1st of all, I admit that I'm not the good grandaughter who went back to kampung just to see him . I'm probably falls into the category of mesti balik kampung on raya puasa and raya haji. Twice a year. And as much as I can, probably went back with my parents if they do other than the raya holidays.

But it is just weird to actually having the raya without him this year. 

For the first time in my 30 year of life. I guess when you lost someone , you finally realised what they do for you.

The food that he bought for buka puasa & breakfast, the always question of cukup ke selimut , bantal & etc before you go to sleep etc etc.

It was a feeling of knowing that you have said goodbye but it will always lingers in your mind.

 It remind me that I will have my own time one day.

For my nenek, who always strong, and hold on to the life itself was amazing.

I know that she remembers him a lot & yeah for someone who lived married together for more than 60 years, she was inseparable. I admire them. All the love and compassion they have to each other, I hope I will have that with someone someday ^_^

This raya reminds me about losing someone, about loving someone.

It teach me about looking life in a bright way. It teach me to be happy.

It teach me that people will remember about the good one when you are gone, and it was as much as admiration if you have many people remember about you in a good ways.

So raya 2014, thank you for coming, thank you for Allah for giving me another time to celebrate it. It was a good month. I will make a day happier than yesterday ^_^ . May I have the chance to meet Raya 2015, insyallah :)

Xoxo-Munirah Khadri

The happy pose..kalau boleh nak letak semua beratus gambar yg ada, tapi apakan daya haha..this two is my fav one ...

our must have raya picture every year ^_^

oh selfieee ^^