Raya 2014 and what it means to me ^_^

The 1st raya without atuk or what I usually call him as 'Che". 

Ok, 1st of all, I admit that I'm not the good grandaughter who went back to kampung just to see him . I'm probably falls into the category of mesti balik kampung on raya puasa and raya haji. Twice a year. And as much as I can, probably went back with my parents if they do other than the raya holidays.

But it is just weird to actually having the raya without him this year. 

For the first time in my 30 year of life. I guess when you lost someone , you finally realised what they do for you.

The food that he bought for buka puasa & breakfast, the always question of cukup ke selimut , bantal & etc before you go to sleep etc etc.

It was a feeling of knowing that you have said goodbye but it will always lingers in your mind.

 It remind me that I will have my own time one day.

For my nenek, who always strong, and hold on to the life itself was amazing.

I know that she remembers him a lot & yeah for someone who lived married together for more than 60 years, she was inseparable. I admire them. All the love and compassion they have to each other, I hope I will have that with someone someday ^_^

This raya reminds me about losing someone, about loving someone.

It teach me about looking life in a bright way. It teach me to be happy.

It teach me that people will remember about the good one when you are gone, and it was as much as admiration if you have many people remember about you in a good ways.

So raya 2014, thank you for coming, thank you for Allah for giving me another time to celebrate it. It was a good month. I will make a day happier than yesterday ^_^ . May I have the chance to meet Raya 2015, insyallah :)

Xoxo-Munirah Khadri

The happy pose..kalau boleh nak letak semua beratus gambar yg ada, tapi apakan daya haha..this two is my fav one ...

our must have raya picture every year ^_^

oh selfieee ^^