What's in for ME?

Wakes up,ready for work,arrived, breakfast, open the pc, lunch, stare up front,left and right,SHUT DOWN.
Life should be great,but instead I feel so wrong to be alive, to pretend that this is it.This is the life that I want. What should I be,What should I do? What was I meant to be????
Being 29 (in another 3 months!!) I realised that I'm not afraid to age, but I was afraid that I'm not actually living my life.....

People get married, but are they happy? 
They have children, do they have time?
They are a couple,do they fight?

Life seems to be so easy, yet, my heart feels so empty by not knowing What should I do....
Ya Allah,berikanlah aku petunjuk ke jalan yg diredai-amin