I need a Magic ball

Not sure whether it was because of my age or was it a sign??

Reading Potter's book, getting emotional about Steve Jobs loss, the Korean drama all about starting over have plagued my mind like forever...

I know this coming, but never knew how demanding is to think about this over and over again...

What will I do if I meet my 10 years old younger self? My 19 years old,studying at Matriculation College waiting for a call from any university..What will I told her? What I want her to do?? What I want her to be????

Then there is Scent of Woman..If I have only 3 months to live, what will I do??What I will do differently from now?

Will there be people remember about me even when I'm gone? Could I do so much good things in the world like Mr Jobs ??

Can I?What I want to be??- these questions keep coming & coming..I seriously need a MAGIC wand~ :/

Life without a Phone

It's been exactly 10 days I'm without my Blackberry Torch!! Horror!! but somehow
~ Good things I realised from it:
* I will go to sleep at 10pm and actually I'm capable to wake up at 5.30 am
* I'm browsing the internet like a thunder second, skimming & read what I see is important & pretty pictures
>Borrowing someone's else broadband at 6.am while ready to go to work & enjoying life after work at 7pm
*Reading the magazine & books while in LRT that I actually carried in my bag the whole time before this..
* No stupid calls or message .....or actually no sad feelings when you checked the missed call or sms that the only people that been calling you is your customer or people bugging you to pay the debt!

~yes!! somehow I feel good not having a phone...only that the bad side is you can't change what you want to do on that day, want to watch a movie, message them in twitter/FB, or else, pretty much you're hoping that you can borrow random people phones to make that one phone call or SMS :/

If I Can Turn Back Time

The only reason I'm watching this is because of the OST singer, Kim Junsu from JYJ. I haven't been into K-Dramas that much..sometimes I feel the story/scripts is like a repeat/copy from each other..But the moment I watch this drama, and really understand the plot, my heart goes to the main heroine girl....

She was not your usual pretty girl like in the most K-drama these days, and her lives was boring at it best, but the most awesome part of her character is how she's bravely living her life and in the same time, working hard in her job <she's the type who do everything, and yet other people took the credit> ..sigh..

But I LOVE how her life suddenly turns upside down, when she was diagnosed with cancer & only have 3 months to live. Her JOURNEY of life starts from here..

My second encounter of What if is through this book:

A story about a girl who accidentally met her 10 years old younger self...........

And she made a list..What she should tell her younger self to avoid things that she hopes to forgot, all mistakes that she did...

And the same thing with the K-Drama, Scent of Woman.. she made her wish list~things to do before she die~ :|
 

Introduction

Places that I've visited : Canada (Toronto,Vancouver,Montrea-2005-8 months), London (2004)
                                    2009- Bandung, Hong Kong, Shenzhen
                                    2010-Singapore {thereafter each year}
                                    2011-Phuket & Krabi

In coming: Tokyo ,Japan

Places that I DREAM to visits : Turkey, Spain, Peru, Australia, Canada ,New Zealand

Special Mention: Seoul,South Korea