Time passes no one

19th May 2016.

I will be heading to 33 soon.

Funny and weird how sometimes I think or maybe I feel that I'm not old. I'm not going anywhere. Then the reality sinks in when the cousins, which you used to play with, hold and just be angry with now working, go to schools and now getting married.

It's not I feel bad that I'm going old. But somehow I feel the weirdness. I feel that my time will come soon. The death. The move on . The phase.

Looking back at my life before I hit 30, I thought I have achieved everything. The job, the house, the car. And somehow after I hit 30, I realised my life is no longer sprited and feels less colourful than before.

Dear Munirah,

Please be strong. Please be happy. Please moved on. Please be courageous.

Dear Munirah,

You will achieve what you desire. Be brave. Be happy. Be diffrent. Be motivated. Be strong. Be willing to sacrifice. Be willing to be near to Allah. Be positive. Be thankful. Be open to any possibilities. Be whatever you want. Be a giver. Be someone that is important to society. Be someone that can change the environment. Be someone that can bring the greatness to nature.

Dear Munirah

Be brave. Dont give up. Percaya dengan allah. Percaya dengan takdirNya. Believe.

Xox,

Munirah Khadri

A week to think of

Writing this at 3am in the morning 26th Jan 2016.For some weird reason I know I'm getting older, but it hit me hard when I do the math, add on and subtract  Life is fun in a weird way.

Last few weeks, it was hard. That feeling when you come back, when you realised that everything seems normal from outside, but you know deep in the heart, you want to do something else.

Dear myself,

What is it the perfect human being? How everyone can be perfect? Is there a perfect person out there? 

How can people not being angry?

Is it ok to just put it everything inside and let it go?

How you could change to be better?

Have they not cried at all?

Everything was a rollercoaster. I woke up and I realised again, that I need to go through all over again.

Was I'm alone? Why Im doing this all by myself? How to be better? How can I make evrything alright?  All those question in my mind.

Should I let go? Should I go back? Should I say what I want to say? Weird. The heart need an answer. 

Looking back at everything, I dont know how it turn out. Im not sure if people is agreeing with me. Im not sure if I have become to be a better person.

The only thing I realised is that my time is ticking. I stop to care when I hit the 30. But now, seeing everyone, my dad especially, it hit hard. We all probably have lesser time in this world to be together.

Is it a perfect time to do everything? 

Married? Having children? I dont know. 

What is normal, what is not?

Ya allah,

The reason I know that my heart don't allow me to have this feeling is that:

1) Im afraid that if I have children they will become like me. Born with imperfection. Born with anomality.

2) Im afraid of the future. 

3) Im afraid that Im going to be blind

4) Im afraid to cry. Im afraid to show my weaknesses.

5) Im afraid of imperfection.

Is there a perfect world? What if Im not happy? What if I cant make people happy?

Ya allah, if you had write my story in Jannah, let me end in Jannah. Let me end my journey in whatever you had written, let me end in Jannah. Ya allah , kau tunjukkan jalannya. Permudahkanlah. Buka kanlah. Tunjukkan lah. 

Hati,

Mata,

Kata kata,

Perjalanan,

Yg akan menghampirkan ku ke Jannah. And in the end..if it is meant for me to give out the happiness. Let me found my happiness. Let me be in Jannah. Let me for the first time learn to give out. To give and not to receive.

Ya allah ya rahim

Permudahkanlah-Munirah Khadri

A letter to myself in 2015

Dear myself,

Its a long day and a long year ahead.

Be strong and be brave.

Not everything will be perfect.

But everything will be okay in the end.

Be happy and be fine as you are. Be open to everything and everyone and you will be ok.

Be glad that you are still alive and doing what others dream of doing.

Be positive that in the end everything will fall into the place.

Be brave and understand that while you are alone, allah is forever up there.

That one day,you could understand that in the end you have been living.

Be happy and happy always. When people knock you down, dont forget to wake up and straight up. Be happy and positive that its all meant to be.

In the end,just be happy ^_^

From yourself in 31st dec2015 #love #positivity Xox 

Should I???

Mix feeling really. I ask everyone. No one ask me to do what makes me happy. They ask me to think about the worst case that can happen. So I did what I did the best. Write it all out. And so I put it in the wall and I know the answer. It was all in my heart all the time. The main question is, Could I achieve my dreams if I stay? 

And if I go, can it become better than now? Do I believe it? YES!!

Do I know how to do it? No. But deep in my heart I need to do this.

What if my life end tomorrow? It will kill me coz I know Im not listening to my heart all along. Was I just being the best now,shows the best that I could be? What is life and love if its all being told to do what others want you to do?

At the end of the day, what will be the diffrence in  my life if I stay to do the same thing, at the same place.

Life is to give, life is to have fun, Live to be happy ^_^

Xoxo-Munirah #decahaya

Seoul March Trip & Decahaya updated

I have wrote this before my Busan / Seoul trip , but somehow I did not push it as "Publish" ;p
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#Cant believe I'm going to Seoul again while I'm supposed to blog about my March trip #cries #inserthelplesslook :))

While I have written down all the places that we went, I dont think I can blog much and put everything here..so I guess it will just be a note of life or A note for traveller :)

The most that I remembered about the March trip is how crazy it was to bring 20 people in one go.

How crazy it was when people have their own opinion throws at you. But at the end of the day, I enjoyed it so much that it was a great motivation for me to become better.

And of course how we stay in Itaewon, such a weird combination of place. We stay at Cozy Place but seriously it was not as par as the name lol..tsktsk..I guess diffrent people will have diffrent view. But I just hope that we could actually check out from the house immediately, but just it was tiring to move around. Seriously, I feel like the Namsan Guesthouse feels so much better than here.

The guesthouse we stay earlier for the first group is at Chungmuro Guesthouse. All in all one of the cleanest and the best guesthouse we ever stay in Seoul. Quite a 10-15 min walk to Chungmuro station by foot. Not the nearest, but the orange line is good as we use it the most while in Seoul.

Our lunch at Nami Ok restaurant, the halal dakgalbi

the red bus for our nami trip to/ fro Seoul

All of us trying to fit in hehs

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XIA Junsu Flower

Seriously!!! Hellooooo haha..

Omaigod, I have this post drafted on 13/3/15 and cries..finally I coming back here huhu #criesagain!!

Life is weird from 9am to 5pm lol..and I just come back from Korea and then in 2 weeks I will be there again!!! ;) 

I was supposed to write about Junsu , Flower, his concert and all , but somehow, after 1 month, all his tour date already ends lol..tsk tsk,..hoping that at least I will able to see him once ok hehss

And yeah, what else, I need to study more about Busan and really think hard about my future undertaking huhu..oh Perth on August, Big trip in April next year!!!

Leaving this post with all ahmazzzing Junsu vids, and yeah, my random korean pic :))

Because Junsu is amazing like this haha :p..byeeee

Between Samcheong Dong & Gorasu Gil

First of all, at the date of this writing, I have been to Samcheong Dong and Gorasu gil only once. For me, the reason I went to both places is because I'm so intrigue to feel the coffee culture in Seoul as per what I have been read in other blogs and of course for their perfect backdrop for picture taking activity ;)).

So yes, my full marks goes to Samcheong-dong. The place is just amazingly unique as it have this old and new feeling with the area of the surrounding palace, both Gyeongbokgung and Insadong, Bukchon Hanok Village etc ...such a feeling like back to the old days, feeling nostalgic, yet at the same time , seeing many cafes around, it truly feels old meets the new you. It was such a nice walk if you have time in Seoul.

My favourite road 

You cant miss this place lol..Perfect photo opportunity :)

we walk together :)

And here, map taken from Visit Korea, for your easier view, to see how close all the historical places are with Samcheong Dong ^_^.

As for Gorasu gil, the feeling was a bit of more like overpriced stuffs, maybe because it was in Gangnam , Apgujeong area. The Gingko tree, although it was very pretty, the color was not as autumnish as I was expected because all other places around Seoul at that time was already turned to brownish, gold colored leaves.

I do have fun ~~but my face is not Lol :P

Overall, Gorasu Gil still was pretty in its own way, For people who likes to be in a crowd more, I would say Gorosu Gil is the perfect place, while for me, I love the laid back atmosphere in Samcheongdong. Uber cool in its own way. Both are a good place for the coffee lovers and people watching :)

#Samcheong Dong 

How to go to Gorasu-gil :

[Subway] -Sinsa Station (Seoul Subway Line 3), Exit 8.Go straight (250m), until you see the street on                   the left. (The road before 7-11 store)