Seoul Jan 23rd until 27th ~all the 1st one ^^

The 1st of something that can change the whole thing ^_^:
1)1st time having a travel roomate with non Muslim...
~ It's not I never lived with non muslim before, in USM & Canada,I did have a roomate of non muslim. But really travelling together,staying together for 5 days relying with each other, it was such a memorable experince.Lots of things I've learned.

2)1st time eating fresh,still moving octopus lol

3) 1st time lives is a smallest room in any guesthouse I ever been..I thought the one I stayed in Hong Kong is smallest,but this beat everything..

4) 1st time really went to tourist place alone~Cheongdokgung!! Such diffrent feeling from Gyeongbokgung..

5) 1st time vomiting everything after eating kimchijigae~yeah..not that I had nvr have any experience in bad stomach in my travel(Bandung) ..but this whole thing is so funny because I actually like KimchiJigae &everyone is alright except myself~~~boohooo

not the kimchi jigae I ate, but it looks like my breakfast here ^^

6) 1st time went to cat cafe...so cute..want to put then in my bag ^^

7) 1st time watch Kim Jaejoong Live♡♡♡

8) 1st time seeing a musical

9) 1st time seeing Xia/Kim Junsu in Musical 100x♡♡♡

10) 1st time in meeting a lot of new people ♡♡♡♡

All in all one of the best memorable trip ever!!!

Be Positive!!!

Yes you, yourself, please be positive.

Please smile to everyone.

Please say yes to everything.

Please do everything now.

Please follow all orders.

Please don't say anything.

Yes, you, please do everything that I ask you to do!!

But you know what, all I want to do now is to scream at the top of my lung.

Yes,be positive.   All I been telling myself.

It is going to be ok if I keep telling myself this.

Yet, I'm crying..yet, I'm angry, .

Yet, I feel hopeless in all I do...

Why I'm angry?

I'm angry because you ask us to care when in the end you are the one who didn't care about us for 0.0001%. You ask us to follow orders, but you are the one who breaking all the rules. You ask us to not making mistakes, yet you yourself are not sure what to do. You told us to be diligent, yet you are the one to run away when everything is chaos. You told us to just follow the orders as it was the best for everyone but why our lives is getting miserable everyday, yet you happily shows off your bonuses..

I'm angry ..and I sometimes I feel such a useless human being.

I know,I know be positive ...yalalalala...lol..but let me tell or write it here!!! Be positive everyday and in every second is a miserable human being job ..lol..yes.. I'm angry at so many things..and the real reason is I guess is just how much people around this didn't realized about caring for each other. Been here for so long, alas I guess it was hard to say sorry, how are you or just shows your empathy. Is the bonus really that $$$$ that makes you want to hold it so much?? I wonder.

Life is so funny. I probably have so much negative and shortcomings,that others are probably writing on their facebook wall right now, haha..but i don't know,  at the end of the day i still hold in my heart the idea of a leader is to inspire. People will hate you I guess in no matter what. Probably they hate you because you have the same tudung as them lol (kidding) but yeah, hate should be a proper hopeless feeling and yet when you inspire and help those in need, love an respect should be in the highest decree in their heart. I probably still have a long way to go to in life to be in the same position as them, yet I hope everything in my heart is real. Everything that I value in life is real. Ya allah, hope you show me the real way to live, to be near to you and to remember about death in every second in my life insyaallah...may I see the world I want to see and to do the things I want the world to do, insyaallah. 

2014 My Goal ~~

I wrote this on my birthday...at first thought, I kinda felt overwhelmed, in one way,I want to have so many things, and the other half in my mind is asking whether this is achievable. So I guess the rules is to write as much as you can in 10 minutes and write everything in your head without ever thinking everything...so I wrote this on my diary :)

- Earn $100k in a month
- Have $100k in Tabung Haji
- Have $200k in ASB
-Buy a bungalow house at Damansara at $5mil
-Date, Married, Babies lol
-Go to Paris
-Go to Spain
-Go to Turkey
-Go travel around the world
-------------and after a good 5 minutes scratching my head to write more things, I ended up with my crazy long list lol

2014 will be the year where, I;
-Go crazy
-Go spontaneous
-Go and be brave
-Go and do stupid things
-Go and like a person
-Go and see the world
-Go write something
-Go and see the beautiful clouds
-Go and do crazy things
-Go and have lots of money
-Go and be happy
-Go and make other people happy
-Go and do something
-Go and see the world
-Go go go go do it!!!!!

Pffftttt..haha ..reading it make me smile ^_^, it was not the best goal setting ever, yeah with all that s.m.a.r.t thing, but anyways I love it..it need to be more specific but I will take it as my guidelines for everything comes in 2014! :) ...ohhh and I super like the quote I found below..to have courage in your heart to understand the unthinkable :)

Why I Love To Travel

I love to travel because ..............

I love to see the outside world. 

I love to be lost in the thought how the world works.

I love to travel because .............

I love how at the end of my questions of life and my amazement with human being, at the end of the day, all of us is the same. 

All of us need the same things. 

All of us smile, laugh and cry under the same moon and sun.

I love to travel because......

I get to meet the new people who never judge me before. The kind of people who was intrigue by your existence without looking at your mistakes.

I love to travel because...... its just it is..

I love that sometimes I get lost in the journey eventhough I had plan everything before hand.

I love that sometimes I have to find my own way home and there,I will meet a great helpful human being. At the end of the day, I will put a faith in my heart that I will definitely find my way home. 

And that is how life is all about. 

You travel to understand the way to go back.

You travel to understand the faces of people at home.

You travel to understand that in life, how hard it makes you, at the end of the day, with much courage and belief, you will find your way home of love, happiness and the reason that you want to be allowed to live your life.

And that is why I love to travel <3

#Canada....my biggest,amazing 8 months travel experience ever !!! ^_^..so amazing it change my whole life around :)

My Spring 2014 Seoul Itinerary

Date :23/10/13 till 27/10/13

Copy & Paste from my DeCahaya Travel Page  **proud**

Day 1 ~Arrived @Uljiro Coop Residence (Dongdaemun) 6pm
~Ikan bakar&shopping around Dongdaemun

Day 2~ Breakfast@A Twosome Coffee by So Ji Sub
~Belle & McKiss for JYJ Kim Junsu & Park Yuchun
~ Shopping at Gangnam Underground Bus Terminal
~ Lunch~ Turkey restaurant 
~ Samsung D'Lite 
~ Banpo Bridge

Day 3 ~Gwanjang Market for korean silk
~ Walk around Samcheong -Dong
~ Lunch at Paris Baguette cafe 
~ Gyeongbokgung Palace (outside, changing guard ceremony)
~ Transfer to Twin Rabbit Hostel@Hongdae

Day 4 ~Shopping day@Myeongdong, Namdaemun
~ Lunch Vegetarian Korean food at Sinchon
~Evening-trekking to Hanuel Park sampai patah kaki ^^

Day 5@5am to Incheon airport to Malaysia

***scene melompat di Samcheongdong yang failed!!! LOL ^_^

To Myself (Value of Life)

Entry of my diary dated 23/08/13..

Dear Munirah,
Your value is not depending of how much they pay you every month,
Your value is not by comparing what other people have or how much they get paid.

Your value is

What is inside of you,

Your value is your strength,

Your value is to tell the world that it is ok to get up again to fight,

Your value is to keep smiling eventhough you are afraid, even when you are sad, or even when you dont feel like doing anything...

Your value is to keep moving forward after falling so many times...

And your greatest value is to keep fighting & nevet give up..Because in the end, you are the highest value of people in this world, YOU ARE THE BEST!!!

Love,
Me myself and I ^_^

Death

Death..

One day we will meet..

Last Sunday,It was a shock and sad news..we are not close but we acknowledged each other. Everyday the greeting was just a head gesture & small nod..that was only it.Yet, when the news come..I feel the sadness.

I wonder about our last encounter.Will it be different it I say more words? Will it be different if I smile a little more often?

Those thought, those questions linger in me when I sat there in the corner of the mosque overlooking at the non moving body.

What if that is me? I ask myself..
What if I need to leave tomorrow?
Will I have a regret?

What that I'm most afraid at..I realised is not just that I leave this world unprepared,  but I'm afraid of all the things that I want to do, and I want to say,that is left undone.

When I look at him, to be gone in such a young age, I realised that all feelings that I'm afraid of,is just a dust. If tomorrow I'm going to leave..at least I want people to say that she lives happily and wholeheartedly. ..by all means if it is the way, may Allah show the light & may Allah also bring the true guidance for me till Jannah, insyaallah..